I love making friends...who doesnt???...but you can be friends only with people who actually understand you and who you can understand...
If your friends hurt you over and over again you start wondering whether this person is really worth it,whether the relationship is really worth it,whether you really want to be friends with this particular person...
See there are people in my life who think it's cool to do nothing but talk behind other people's backs...Look I'm not saying I'm like the epitome of friendship but if you cant expect loyalty from a friend I'd rather not be friends with such people...It's not like I haven't bitched behind a friends back.. I have..But one thing I'd never do is go to this friend and bitch about the other friend...confusing huh??I found out that a person who talked to me about a common friend of ours goes to this friend and talks about me...such people don't deserve friends simply coz they can't be friends themselves...These are the sort of peple who use others completly and never give anything in return...and I'd rather stay clear of such people...
I prefer to be upfront about my feelings,especially with friends..I mean if you can't tell your friend how u feel..well who can u actually speak to??So recently when I fought with a couple of friends, I told them that I feel that they've been treating me like outsiders..the reply I got was 'Oh so you want to be left alone???'.I wanted to ask them whether they were deaf coz there was no sense in what they said but they hung up on me(we fought over the phone)..Now, they can believe that they've got the upper hand here because they hung up on me..dramatic ending and all that,But i kinda believe that people who do that are afraid of actually speaking their minds...I tried talking to them after this too...and all I got was 'We really don't wanna talk about it so lets chuck it...'I tried thrice but after i got the same reply all three times..what more can i do??I chucked it....these friends of mine probably believe that if they start talking about it they'll start screwing me so badly they'll say something that they'll regret later but what they don't realize is they aren't the only ones with some things to say...hello I started the freaking fight Didn't I???There must be a reason...
So basically what I'm trying to say is If I cant talk to people openly I'd rather not talk to them at all...Looking back at all that I actually start to think whether friendship is really all that needed,whether friends are really that worth it???Then I think about all my friends who ve actually stuck with me through everything and I think yeah 'They are so so Worth it!!!'
So I'm not going to let 2 people who I hardly know ruin what I feel towards my other friends who have always and will always be there for me...
So you can leave me alone,or ignore me when we're together,or talk behind my back for as long as you want.. I'm not really going to give a damn...I know who my real friends are and they are all I want!!
Hugs guys..Thank u so much for just being you!!!
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Time to get my act straight.........
It is seriously past time to get my act straight,I mean I've literally wasted 19 years of my life.Where all my other friends have started concentrating on what is most important to them I still keep thinking about superficial matters like what happened in the past or what people around me think of me....
I have got to get a life!!!!!I have no idea why this hit me so hard now but i realized I'm just literally wasting away....I think of the 26\11 tragedy and I realize that life is way too short,you never know what will happen in the very next minute...
Starting right now or let's say tommorow I'm going to start concentrating on me..get my grades straight..start actually working on loosing weight instead of simply cribbing about it to friends who are starting to get really tired of it,stop thinking about what happened in the past and stop cribbing about that also to friends(the more I crib the more it shows i care..and i don't want to...)
This is like my last teenage year and I have to make the most of it..these are times I will never get back and I don't want to regret it later...
So I'm going to stop junk food(my friends are going to be so happy)..Work out(I am gymming now but doesn't seem to be of any use..)..Attend tuition regularly(I've joined a really pathetic college so I better start attending at least tuition regularly if I intend on clearing my enggineering with good grades..)Keep my room from becoming a mess every freaking day(This is really a problem..Most of my friends come home and look at the state of my room and leave again..so I'm going to make my room a very nice clean and tidy place where people can come in and not leave coz they might puke if they stay more than a sec in my room..and I'm so not exaggerating)
So let's hope I have finally got some sense and get my act straight..(You think i've used the phrase too many times??)..zand lets hope I do it before my 20th b'day...
I have got to get a life!!!!!I have no idea why this hit me so hard now but i realized I'm just literally wasting away....I think of the 26\11 tragedy and I realize that life is way too short,you never know what will happen in the very next minute...
Starting right now or let's say tommorow I'm going to start concentrating on me..get my grades straight..start actually working on loosing weight instead of simply cribbing about it to friends who are starting to get really tired of it,stop thinking about what happened in the past and stop cribbing about that also to friends(the more I crib the more it shows i care..and i don't want to...)
This is like my last teenage year and I have to make the most of it..these are times I will never get back and I don't want to regret it later...
So I'm going to stop junk food(my friends are going to be so happy)..Work out(I am gymming now but doesn't seem to be of any use..)..Attend tuition regularly(I've joined a really pathetic college so I better start attending at least tuition regularly if I intend on clearing my enggineering with good grades..)Keep my room from becoming a mess every freaking day(This is really a problem..Most of my friends come home and look at the state of my room and leave again..so I'm going to make my room a very nice clean and tidy place where people can come in and not leave coz they might puke if they stay more than a sec in my room..and I'm so not exaggerating)
So let's hope I have finally got some sense and get my act straight..(You think i've used the phrase too many times??)..zand lets hope I do it before my 20th b'day...
Monday, January 19, 2009
STOP KILLING!!!!!!
O.K so I know the basic belief is that the world is divided into two kinds of people-the good and the bad(everybody's been telling you this right?i mean since u were born???)..Yeah so going with the good and the bad...i belive that the good people are those who stick to a complete vegetarian diet and the bad people are those that kill and eat!!!
Look I know it sounds kinda dumb but think about it...Do we really have to kill and eat ...being an ex non veggie my self I know everything tastes heavenly and a whiff of whatver's cooking is enough to make your mouth water..but when you think about what's actually cooking...well doesnt it sicken you??(It should but it isn't)..
I know a lot of animal lovers are out there but almost half of them are non vegetarians...I mean how can you be an animal lover if you think that something's that been cooked by killing them is like your staple food??So don't call yourself an animal lover if you are a non vegetarian...
I have constant fights with my friends on this topic(all of them swear they are animal lovers yet apparently can't live without non veg..)and they give me this really dumb argument in return..'vegetarians also kill and eat...' Yeah i know plants and trees are also living..but it's not like we're killing them completly rite...?You eat a mango and you plant the seed you get a mango tree(Don't take it so literally!)..when you kill a i donno...goat and you throw away the bones or lets say you dig a hole and plant them you dont get a freaking goat do you...??
We've learned that God created the world and everything in it rite??So we also belive that when he created it he did it with some sort of balance in mind...and we see that balance here on earth in the form of a what we call the food chain..(you know..there's a plant which is eaten by the herbivore and which in turn is eaten by the carnivore...)Going by the food chain we're supposed to be eating the carnivores but we don't, we eat the herbivores leaving nothing for the carnivores..and thereby killing them too...(and it is true..i mean almost every freaking animal is almost extinct these days...watch nat geo)
If you are a staunch non veggie and love visiting Mc-D and KFC for their oh-so-delicious Mc-chicken and zinger meals and so on...do me a favour and read this book-toxic by robin cook...He shows you exactly how these animals are killed and he also shows you that it's not only animals that are put into the burgers you eat...
It's not too late..Stop killing...You won't die if you don't eat an animal everyday...
Going with the whole God created the world ..believe that he created the world with an image of perfection in mind.. we were not included in that picture and now we're ruining it...
Look I know it sounds kinda dumb but think about it...Do we really have to kill and eat ...being an ex non veggie my self I know everything tastes heavenly and a whiff of whatver's cooking is enough to make your mouth water..but when you think about what's actually cooking...well doesnt it sicken you??(It should but it isn't)..
I know a lot of animal lovers are out there but almost half of them are non vegetarians...I mean how can you be an animal lover if you think that something's that been cooked by killing them is like your staple food??So don't call yourself an animal lover if you are a non vegetarian...
I have constant fights with my friends on this topic(all of them swear they are animal lovers yet apparently can't live without non veg..)and they give me this really dumb argument in return..'vegetarians also kill and eat...' Yeah i know plants and trees are also living..but it's not like we're killing them completly rite...?You eat a mango and you plant the seed you get a mango tree(Don't take it so literally!)..when you kill a i donno...goat and you throw away the bones or lets say you dig a hole and plant them you dont get a freaking goat do you...??
We've learned that God created the world and everything in it rite??So we also belive that when he created it he did it with some sort of balance in mind...and we see that balance here on earth in the form of a what we call the food chain..(you know..there's a plant which is eaten by the herbivore and which in turn is eaten by the carnivore...)Going by the food chain we're supposed to be eating the carnivores but we don't, we eat the herbivores leaving nothing for the carnivores..and thereby killing them too...(and it is true..i mean almost every freaking animal is almost extinct these days...watch nat geo)
If you are a staunch non veggie and love visiting Mc-D and KFC for their oh-so-delicious Mc-chicken and zinger meals and so on...do me a favour and read this book-toxic by robin cook...He shows you exactly how these animals are killed and he also shows you that it's not only animals that are put into the burgers you eat...
It's not too late..Stop killing...You won't die if you don't eat an animal everyday...
Going with the whole God created the world ..believe that he created the world with an image of perfection in mind.. we were not included in that picture and now we're ruining it...
Lassie...
In case you havent already guessed Lassie's my dog...She's the cutest, most adorable,most loving Labrador out there!!(yeah i know i know.. cliche rite??)
A look into her chocolate brown eyes(though my friend says she's got blue eyes..I think this friend of mine is colour blind!)can melt you...seriously a lot of my friends who absolutly hate dogs have fallen in love with her...(O.k So maybe I locked one girl with her... I still say it was not on purpose..really Deeps..would I ever do that to you??hehe.. )
She loves playing hide and go seek(she's the one who seeks)especially with my mum...(My mum becomes a 5 year old whenever she's with lassie..It's kinda cute to watch...)hehe..and when she's seeking me..she always goes to the bathroom first coz according to my dad I spend most of my time there..(Not true!!!)
She absolutley hogs the bed...really she thinks she's the queen of the house(she probably is)..She'll kick,roll,snap,and do everything and anything unil she's comfortable..but hey who cares she can do anythng she wants...
She's like my personal comforter..she's there whenever I need her..she can be anything for me..from someone to hug or just a pillow for my head or legs..It doesnt matter...She's always there!!
I'm sure veryone out there who's got a pet will know what I'm talking about..and for those of you who don't have one..you don't know what you'r missing...
They say a Dog is a man's best friend and in my case that's the absolute truth...
I don't know what I'd have done without you lassie...YOU ARE A GODSEND!!!!
A look into her chocolate brown eyes(though my friend says she's got blue eyes..I think this friend of mine is colour blind!)can melt you...seriously a lot of my friends who absolutly hate dogs have fallen in love with her...(O.k So maybe I locked one girl with her... I still say it was not on purpose..really Deeps..would I ever do that to you??hehe.. )
She loves playing hide and go seek(she's the one who seeks)especially with my mum...(My mum becomes a 5 year old whenever she's with lassie..It's kinda cute to watch...)hehe..and when she's seeking me..she always goes to the bathroom first coz according to my dad I spend most of my time there..(Not true!!!)
She absolutley hogs the bed...really she thinks she's the queen of the house(she probably is)..She'll kick,roll,snap,and do everything and anything unil she's comfortable..but hey who cares she can do anythng she wants...
She's like my personal comforter..she's there whenever I need her..she can be anything for me..from someone to hug or just a pillow for my head or legs..It doesnt matter...She's always there!!
I'm sure veryone out there who's got a pet will know what I'm talking about..and for those of you who don't have one..you don't know what you'r missing...
They say a Dog is a man's best friend and in my case that's the absolute truth...
I don't know what I'd have done without you lassie...YOU ARE A GODSEND!!!!
FINALLY!!
I'm finally Blogging!!!!....But hey Better Late Than Never is what I always say...hehe...So Anyways We've Rung in the new year, and for me It didn't go so well....I mean I've rung in the new year flunking a semester paper,It Cant get any worse than that Right??
Well my examz are finally over(You can see why my title is so apt)...so I decided to give blogging a shot...not that I've a very interesting life...
This year I kept up my tradition of making resolutions and breaking them..yeah even though they were pretty simple ones...So i thought I'll some up with new ones..Come on it's not that late rite...so let's see...
Well my examz are finally over(You can see why my title is so apt)...so I decided to give blogging a shot...not that I've a very interesting life...
This year I kept up my tradition of making resolutions and breaking them..yeah even though they were pretty simple ones...So i thought I'll some up with new ones..Come on it's not that late rite...so let's see...
- Stick to my diet:Hmm..Lets see how long I can go without breaking this...(Yeah I know what your going to say deeps...weekly trips to polar bear will not help me with this resolution..but you kno...)I think I've come up with a hundred diets throughout my life and each of them's lasted no more than a week..so This time I'll come up with one which does not end up with me hogging like a glutton after a week.
- Work out:This goes hand in hand with the resolution above don't you think??Yeah well again..I've been saying I'll work out regularly but doesnt work..Lets see how it works ou this year..
- Study:I don't think I've got it into my head that I'm doing my B.E...coz at the rate I'm going I'll end up graduating with just a certificate that says 'pass'..(huh.hopefully...I mean I've already flunked one subject)
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